And When The Hell Does "You'll Get Over It" Begin?

There's a peace I've come to know
Though my heart and flesh may fail
There's an anchor for my soul
I can say "It is well"

And I will rise when He calls my name 
No more sorrow, no more pain 
I will rise on eagles' wings 

-It really is quite rude to do this through a computer, but I think that an exception can be made for my circumstance.-

It's not that I stopped loving you. Honestly, nothing could be less true.  I will always love you.  But I can't go on with the rest of my life loving nothing more than a soul and a corpse.  You have moved on, maybe I should to.

And I haven't moved on to someone new.  I don't think I will for a while. I don't know what is going to happen to me. 
I don't know what is happening to you right now.  I don't know if you remember me, I don't know if you even know that I am writing this out right now. I don't know if you saw the pain that I went through. Maybe it would be better if you hadn't.
I don't know how my life is supposed to unfold. I never planned for this to happen.  But it did, and now its in the past and it is time for me to move on.  Move through and not dwell with what I think should have been.  

Because I know that there is a plan for me. And as much as it kills me, you were never meant to stay a part of it. 
I still love you.
But I can't love a corpse anymore.
You need to know that I will always love you, but I just can't do this anymore.  And that last line sounds weird, because it sounds like I am breaking up with you. 
You just, you have to understand that I don't want to, but I have to, and you know that. You just have to know it. 
You can't respond to this I know but I am getting desperate, because you need to understand before I can do this.  

And although it might sound like I am breaking up with you, really it feels like you are dumping me. 

I don't regret it you know. I don't regret anything that happened.  I know we made mistakes, and did things that we shouldn't have but, I still don't regret it.
I swear to you, I will never forget. 

It's just time for me to let you go.

Please, May You Rest In Peace

There's a day that's drawing near
When this darkness breaks to light
And the shadows disappear
And my faith shall be my eyes

-Chris Tomlin, I Will Rise